I cant believe it has been that long since I blogged.
I have been busy.
Last days of school....
GIRLS CAMP.... that is what took up most of my time.
My husband is glad to have me back, but I am not happy to be.
I LOVED girls camp.
Although I didn't feel my purpose there... I loved it.
I now, have nothing to do, I feel my value...disappearing....
Does that make any sense?
People tell me I say ...divulge too much on my blog.
Isn't that what this is supposed to be?
This was never a place to brag about how wonderful my life is or kids are, Not for me anyway....or awesome my spouse is. Dont get me wrong, they are all of that, but ....hard to explain.
I am feeling the hum drums of "after camp".
Yes, I can play with my kids more, but I can also get all those projects I was putting off until "after camp" done too.
Oh joy.
It is very hot and I am sooo not in the mood to clean out closets and organize stuff.
I should be more excited that I have wedding stuff to do for my sister Carrie.
Yes, she is getting married in September. I am very excited for her. We love Brent her fiance.
I am just not in the mood.
There is more going on in my life that requires more explanation, but it is more private than I can share here. (see I don't share everything)
I feel myself slipping into a depression.
I will get over it.
I need to have a good long talk with someone...my mom is usually the very best person to whine to.
When I can do that I will feel so much better.
Maybe a beach trip or a Temple session will help?
I think so. I will give both of those a try.
so to sum it all up....
I am fine.
tired, but fine.