Amazing

Go to this blog. Go there first and read it.

This is my sister.

She amazes me.

I will NEVER be as awesome, or great, or brave, or strong, or wonderful as her.

I try not to complain, really I do, (but this is my place to complain).

I will try harder now.

What KILLS me, is that I couldn't help her.

I couldn't take care of kids, go and sit with her, or hold her hand as she lay in agony.

I moved all this way back home, gave up a happy life in a funny little small town, (which I secretly adored) to be with my family, to help them when they were in need and I couldn't do it.

It makes me cry.

Every time my mom would call, or come into the room saying that she had to go back to the hospital, I asked why?

Why her?

Why Aimee?

She, of all people, should not be forced to endure any more physical pain in her life.

She is awesome, amazing.

I am grateful she is on the mend.

I am lucky to be related to her.

Aimee, I love you.

You are amazing.